fiasco is the word of the day. i sincerely apologize for the landstrider mess. i'm hoping we can make good on it and still come out friends. i made the first step in repairing some old friendships that have been damaged in the last year or so. holding grudges is a stupid thing. if we can, i hope we can make a final show a good one with no harm done to any of our friendships. god damn it's a hard thing to deal with and i'm not doing a good job. i love the music of my band. we were a damn good band when we were going good. i'm going to miss making music with those other 4 guys terribly(that includes mr. andy wong). i wish it could be done better than it has, but i think too much damage has been done. we've been kicking a dead horse for a while now. i wish my other bandmates well with their other projects. emike with april in athens, jimmy z with swamp and josh with strapped to a rocket. that's all for now, i'm going to go kick myself for letting this get out of hand.