so here i am again, midnights. i probabaly could have slept another hour if my bladder hadn't balloned to the size of a watermelon. 6 and 1/2 hours will have to do for today.

i had the opportunity to here the bedford drive rough mixes with vocals last night (even though they were through the phone). it sounds great so far. they actually ran out of time and had to reschedule with the mighty tim pak at the woodshed to do their final mix.

in my free time i've been reading people (whom i don't even know) diaries. i just click on something on my profile to see who is into the same kind of things i am. i find it interesting that on most female diaries, they talk very openly about sex. you would think that the boys would always talk about it since it takes up 10 percent of our brain activities during the day. it's funny how descript they are. it's not penthouse forum descript, but they are very straightforward. "had sex with ___, had a massive orgasm. he touched me in a way......." almost like a romance novel more than anything dirty. one girl was very descript on how some girl was very good with her tongue, but that was probably the dirtiest one i read. it's sometimes frightening that, point, click and i know you got laid last night. kind of weird, this diary stuff. almost feel like i'm watching through a window and if you turn your head and see me, i'll feel like the dirtiest pervert ever.

i think i need to eat something besides left over pizza. any suggestions?