i'm so tired of being pissed off. i'm so tired of having my good moods ruined. i feel like i'm at the end of my rope and there aren't anymore stings left to tie knots. it's either climb up the rope or let go. i feel like the rope is being coated with oil and it's hard to climb up. i just don't know what to do anymore and i'm getting to a point where i don't care. i just know i can't keep feeling like this.