i went and test drove a ford focus today. they are running a $1500 rebate on them until april 8. i need to get a new car. the old truck just isn't running right and it has a lot of miles on it. with the money down and trade the truck in it would be $270 a month. that's pretty much fully loaded. man, i need a financial advisor. i have to figure out if i can afford it. i have to order it by friday to get the rebate. decisions.......

hilary and kelly came over yesterday and started the spare bedroom. i love what they have done so far. it looks really f'n good. i can't wait to get all my computer stuff up there. i'm tired of typing in front of my washer and dryer. they are coming over tomorrow while i'm at work to finish. i can't wait to see it done. i'm super excited.

three weeks straight of days. ugh, i hate getting up at 5:30am. it wears me out. at least this week i get to be a scrap stocker(my old job). the job i worked last week sucked ass. i hope things turn around there. i would hate to lose my job. a lot of people i know rely on that place for a living. it would just suck if they went under.

time to go work out and maybe walk my puppy.

"and i'm leaning on this broken fence, between past and present tense. and i'm losing all those stupid games that i swore i'd never play, but it almost feels okay." "aside" -the weakerthans-