why is it that i always lose the things that mean the most? i'm tired of this game. it's not fun anymore. it seems like just when everything seems ok, i end up losing something.

do we lose things so that we appreciate the things we have? or is it we lose things so that the next time around we appreciate what we have a little more? i don't get it. why can't things just be ok for a while? it's all i need to recuperate. it's not fair, but then again, no one said it would be.

"all this time, lingers undefined, someone choose. who's left and who's leaving" "left and leaving" -the weakerthans-