edit mode: just remember what you saw last night, my boy. next time be ready. chances like that are one in a million. you may never see something like that again. like the scouts say, "be prepared."

feeling a state of haze, trying to stay awake, knowing you have to leave in 15 minutes. too late, you missed your appointment. you lost the battle and now you missed where you supposed to be. it just comes back to you in the end.

"never thought this day could end. never thought tonight could ever be this close to me. but if i had your faith, i could make it safe and clean. only if i was sure the head on the door was a dream."

"close to me" -the cure-