my ac theory with trig teacher talks like porky pig. he stutters and jumps all over the place. i have three pages of notes on how to figure out a resistive, inductive, capacative, ac circuit. it took almost an ho hh hou hour long time for him to puke that shit out. i thought i was going to snap. good lord. the poor man knows his stuff, he just has no idea how to explain this shit.

keep your fingers crossed for my apprenticeship. it doesn't look good, but there is a small chance they may keep us on. i hope they do.

i'm going to jam next week! i'm really excited about it. the guys i'm jamming with like to write the same kind of music i do and they listen to a lot of the same bands i do too. i hope it goes well. this boy needs to tap into that music bug. i need something besides bonin to get my frustrations out. beer just makes me fat and working out makes me sore.