i was watching the landstrider cd release party video. i have to learn two of the songs we wrote after we recorded the cd. new 2 and new 4. they never were officially named i don't think. i remember them, but i don't remember when the changes are. i really like them too. i wish we would have had more chances to play them out. the stuff we were writting before we broke up was really good. we are practicing this friday. i'm really looking forward to it.

all i have to say is don't expect me to sympathize with your side of the story when i know what the other person is going through. i may not have messed up, but i know what it feels like to be dropped like a sack of potatoes and left behind like you never mattered while the other person goes of to frolic with someone new so they don't have to think about what happened. you knew i would give it to you straight. especially when it comes to that.

my last afternoon shift today. i'll have 114 hours on my next check, not to mention, the double shift on the holiday. that check should be frickin huge. good, i need to pay off some of these debts i've accumilated.

gotta go cash my check......

"the words are so familiar. all the same greats, the same mistakes, it doesn't have to be like this. if you don't make a friend now, one might make you so learn the gentle art of making enemies."

"the gentle art of making enemies" -faith no more-