my b-day is less than a month away. i don't know what i want to do. my brother brought up whirrly ball. that would be fun. maybe rent ice and play hockey or kickball. i don't even know what the hell i'm working that weekend. the big 3-0. it's weird, i still feel the same, but i notice the old body doesn't recover as fast as it once did. i feel it everyday, especially in the knees.

i have to go to a wedding today. it's larry and my ex-girl karie's cousin. it's funny, but i think i actually got along better with her cousin than her. hahahaha. it should be fun.

criminy, i think it goes without saying that i'm tired as fuck. stupid midnights. it's alright though, i blew tonight off.