in the middle of remodeling my living room. it was a spur of the moment thing. i'm going to have to scrap doing the bathroom (sorry kelly and hilary) so i can do this. i might even get new carpet.

i've made one of the hardest decisioins of my entire life. i'm going to put darrian down. it's breaking my heart, but he deserves better than the shape he's in now. i don't want to see him like he is anymore. he can't do anything. if you want to say your goodbyes, feel free to swing by. i'm calling the vet tomorrow to make an appointment for next week. this just sucks. he's been the best dog i've ever known/owned. he will be incredibly missed. fuck.